Mike Zornek

Returning to Self-Employment

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My full-time employment is coming to a close, and I am once again rebooting my self-employment life.

Mike Zornek holds a framed comic strip titled 'New Life' by Alex Norris. The comic has three panels. In the first panel, a pink character escapes from a brick box labeled 'Employment,' saying, 'I will escape the confines of this box.' In the second panel, the character floats free and says, 'So I am free to decide my own projects & schedule.' In the third panel, the character is now inside a nearly identical brick box labeled 'Freelance' and says, 'oh no.' Mike Zornek is partially visible, with his eyes peeking over the top of the frame.

From web comic name.

What Happened?

If you’ve been following along with my now updates, it has been clear that my full-time job was not in a great place for a while.

The short story is that when I interviewed and eventually accepted the job, I had a well-considered list of things I was aligned with and looking forward to, including:

  • small company / profitable startup
  • in-person retreats to support an online/remote team
  • opportunities to be involved in the product design work
  • dedicated tech debt time
  • weekly team educational events

Six weeks after joining, a large corporation acquired us; six months after, a private equity firm acquired that public corporation.

Suffice it to say, the things I was looking forward to never materialized. I stuck it out as long as I could but decided it was time to move on. “Get busy living, or get busy dying.”

What’s Next?

Instead of looking for a replacement full-time gig, I am once again returning to a mix of consulting/freelancing while investing in personal product development initiatives.

Ahead of this, over the last few weeks, I’ve been doing some blog infrastructure updates and also did a revamp of my Elixir Consulting page. I’ve also started promoting my availability on various socials and LinkedIn.

Over the next few weeks, I plan to increase my presence in the Elixir community. I’ll shadow the Elixir Slack and Elixir Forums, helping where I can, and produce educational content for the blog. If there is an open source project you need help with or want someone to pair with, please reach out.

I suspect this community outreach will consume about 70% of my time. The other 30% will be allocated to personal education and product development, which is currently in journaling / research mode.

A Nervous Excitement

I can’t share this without commenting for the records of time – it is a scary time to be looking for work.

I do not go into this with ideal world circumstances, but it is what it is.

I am more fortunate than most: I have fair savings, and I don’t have many major debts.

I suspect it will take some creative approaches (productized services, tech gig work) to regain regular income streams. While it will be difficult, I am looking forward to having some space to use my creative muscles again. Being a corporate Jira code monkey truly took a toll on my psyche.